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TROY VON BALTHAZAR travels through the world as a singer/songwriter. He plays here and lives there. Besides being the lead singer in the band Chokebore he has started a solo career and released five albums until now. Hard to believe that the Hawaiian wrote his first song when he was 18 – he’s a late starter, he admits with a smile. His new album HOW TO LIVE ON NOTHING is ambivalent stuff with enormous experimentality, a dash of pop, electronic sequences and samples structures – all made by himself. That’s what we would call a multi-instrumentalist. But there’s more to him than that: he’s a singer, a writer and an actor at the same time. And of course he manages to radiate his charm everywhere – just as in our interview.

photo by Magalie Boyer

So, Mr. Balthazar, let us start with the question marathon:

I suppose that TROY VON BALTHAZAR is not your real name.
How did you hit on that? I mean it sounds extraordinary but nevertheless great.

My legal name is Troy Bruno Balthazar but “Von” sounds cooler than Bruno.

Bruno – really? That sounds cute and of course a bit German …
Well, you have been the leader of the Grunge band Chokebore, which was founded in 1993. After a break you are back together since 2009. A serious revival or is it just for old time sake?

We came back to see if we still like the music together and so far it seems pretty nice… We’ve written a few new songs so its interesting. Chokebore is ok.

Chokebore Live Concert, Festival de Dour 2010 // photo by kmeron

Troy, sorry, but I am curious about something and I have to ask you that:
Chokebore was on tour as a support band with Nirvana. Could you tell me something about that experience?

It was scary playing in front of that any people and the food as great backstage and Nirvana were really people. While playing I kept hoping that wouldn’t be my peak in music. I have had different peaks since then but never that many people again.

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And in 2002 you’ve started your solo-career. I have seen several of your concerts and I have to admit that it’s very amazing. Your are performing all instruments by yourself… The audience can experience your experimentality visually and acoustically. It’s like a(n) (art) performance: you never know what you get…


Do you record and mix your music by yourself as well?

Yes. I enjoy production and all the little details in making an album. I’m learning more about the whole process each time. I would love to produce someone else’s album one day. I can imagine myself at 139 years old producing albums drinking a cup of milk sitting behind the studio glass in my dark granny shades.

This image I can’t deny…!
You are using effects and the technique of sampling. Samples seem to be in your live performances very spontaneous. How do you create these parts when you are recording songs?

Recording and live performance are totally separate in my mind. I’m not thinking of the other doing one, when I’m recording. I’m just looking for sounds and lines. Million of lines to cover the crappy songs that I write.

photo by kmeron

Crappy? I would protest! Meanwhile you have lots of fans all over the world.
What I like besides the fact that you’re playing all instruments by yourself is that I can delve and somehow disappear in your texts. I would like to cite a text passage from the song “Tigers”: „I drink to keep the tiger away, I sail my boat across the bay, I do what I can to get through the day, I drink to keep the tigers away“. I would say that we’ve forgotten something: When you are 139 years old you will have a typewriter next to you …
You are writing books as well. Your first book was “3 girls”. What is it about?


Where can I buy it?

Some select shops in Paris, and you might find a copy online but Its out of print now and I’m working on the next one this summer. It’s going to be a good summer. (note by YIKS // you will find the book here)

I would love to read this book!
What does happiness mean for you?

Finishing a strong lyrical line in pencil knowing it could be wiped away when I close the book.

How much happiness is missing in your life?

I don’t really know what I’m missing. I suppose, but I always see the people in movies falling in love and it looks nice.

The title of your new album is: HOW TO LIVE ON NOTHING – is that your philosophy of life?

No. It is what I have had to learn how to do to continue my music.

I’ve read in other interviews that you have no real home. One day you’re in Los Angeles, the next day you’re in Paris or in Berlin. Where do you live at the moment?

For the next 3 days I’m in Paris then on tour for one month then Im happy to say I’ll be in Berlin this summer working on a soundtrack for a film. Walking the streets playing the songs in my brains until they sound good.

A soundtrack for a film – cool. I’m very excited about. (note: He has been an actor in „Working eats my soul”, a film by Paul Durango. // trailer ) But what interests me the most: How do you live without a flat – do you miss safety and security?

No. I’m fine. I’m pretty muscular.

photo by kmeron

Where can you imagine living for longer time?

I like Berlin. Also I was thinking about Greenland out in the flatlands. Fresh air. Fighting wolves.

You will be in Berlin the next months and today you will play at the Babylon in Berlin Mitte. The summer screams for more. Are you planning to play some more concerts in Berlin?

Yes, I plan to spend the summer in Berlin and hope to play but for now this will be my only scheduled show. It should be really fun and I hear that Babylon is a beautiful place so Im excited.

You grew up in Hawaii. Do you often feel homesick?

I do miss the ocean.

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Do you retire into privacy when you are writing a text or do you need people, troubel around you to be more creative?

My inspiration comes from being very aware that I will die in the next 30 years. I want to spend my last years on earth writing songs. I know it’s a lot to ask.

What are you doing when you’re not playing music?

Thinking about playing music or thinking about writing something or wondering why I am sitting around thinking about writing something when I really should just be writing some music or something.

I have read that you have been lived together with Leonard Cohen.
How does this encounter influence your music?

He is a very nice man. I admire his style, and his poetry, his peace and his luck.

For your song “Dots and Hearts” you collaborate with the dancer Ana García Morales…
It is a wonderful video…and a very pretty dancer!

She is a great natural dancer. I was happy to work with her. She really is wonderful.


You are often alone on the stage (besides female vocals).
How do you think about musical collaborations? Do you want to realize some songs with other artists?

Sure. But no one asks me because I’m too scary. I don’t know but I’m sure my voice would be great on a PJ harvey track or something like that.

Have you any plans for the future? Will you start to conquer the world?

No undies, no plans.
That’s my philosophy.

What are your favourite musicans?

The ones at home writing the intense stuff.

What kind of stuff are you dreaming about?

I dream about the ocean almost every night but I guess that’s from growing up on an island in the middle of the pacific ocean. The water stays in your mind forever.

The last thing I’d like to know is if you could tell me about the strangest place you’ve been so far?

I’ve been to paradise but I’ve never been to me.

Everything fine?

Fine wine in the sunshine

photo by kmeron

Thank you Troy!
And many thanks to kmeron for these wonderful pics!

Interview by Katharina Worf

photos by kmeron


* 2011/04/05 – Babylon – Berlin (De)
* 2011/04/06 – Klub 007 – Prague (Cz)
* 2011/04/07 – Jubez – Karlsruhe (De)
* 2011/04/08 – Le Fil – Saint Étienne (Fr)
* 2011/04/11 – Le Cabaret Aléatoire – Marseille (Fr)
* 2011/04/12 – Secret Place – Montpellier (Fr)
* 2011/04/13 – La Dynamo – Toulouse (Fr)
* 2011/04/14 – La Fourmi – Limoges (Fr)
* 2011/04/15 – La Machine – Paris (Fr)
* 2011/04/19 – Le Studio – Onet-le-Château (Fr)
* 2011/05/06 – Faveur de Printemps festival – Théâtre Denis – Hyères (Fr)
* 2011/05/07 – Le Lux – Le Locle (Ch)
* 2011/05/27 – L’aire Libre – Saint Jacques de la Lande (Fr)




“…what does everyone else do when they finish work? Make some music?”

Despite his numerous concerts, the Berliner-of-choice Stephen Burch (The Great Park) has taken some time to reply to our questions.

And no, our author Katharina didn’t take the long way journey to Ireland…
She has interviewed the musician and artist, who was born in 1975, via email – fortunately he was willing to put his pencil and guitar aside for a little while…

photo by Sam Collins

So let’s start!

You’ve told me that you are out in the Irish countryside at the moment. I imagine some kind of loneliness but also the possibility to receive new strength. Do you get your inspirations for new songs there?

I tend to write best here, yes. There seems to be less distractions and I can just write away without worrying too much what things are going to feel like being played in front of people. I don’t play concerts in Ireland really – I use the time here to write and record and then take it all back to the city where it gets played out loud.

I know that a lot of my imagery comes from my immediate environment here – the fields, the farms, the animals and the woods. I hear good stories from people here as well of course – I have friends who are wonderful storytellers – and this is important to me too. But I will say that living in Berlin and the history of the place has fuelled my writing more than anything else that I can remember. I think at the moment I’m mixing certain atmospheres I feel from Berlin with images of the Irish countryside more and more.

Nevertheless, you recorded your new album “If you can hold you you can throw it” in Berlin, is that right? Do you think that the ambivalence of the city is reflected in this album?

That was the third album I’ve recorded in Berlin, and it does seem to be a little tougher than the others to me. Perhaps I’m getting used to the place.

And what about the title of the album? In contrast to “Cellar” (the previous album) the title does not sound frightening… at first sight the title has a rather ironic character. What does the title refer to?

The title refers to being able to have the courage to throw something away – to live without something. There’s several songs on the record that are about falling out of good relations with people, and also about a desire to ‘travel light’. ‘Cellar’ to me wasn’t funny at all – and most of that was written from a more vulnerable point of view. I’d say that experience prepared me for this one – thickened the skin somewhat.

It’s nice that you hint at it being almost funny; this ‘gallows’ humour is really important to me – this ‘grave drama’ stuff. I think a lot of what I write is kind of funny – in that most of it is sang with a smile,
however bleak it sounds. I’m not sure it’s ironic – I mean, it’s true – if you can hold it you can throw it. Simple.

Good that you mentioned the “gallows” humour… I´ve seen several of your concerts. Everytime there’s such a great atmosphere. People sit or lie in their chairs, smoke cigarettes, drink beer… – they can simply relax and allow themselves to be transported by the desire to listen. It seems to me that they can lose themselves in your stories… Could you tell me something about the connection between your autobiography and your stories/songs?

Well the songs always start somewhere, and more often than not this is a direct experience. But very quickly for me the trick is just to write without thinking too much. I think I try to start with something real and then move just into the song – things can be suggested by autobiographical events but in the end I’m trying to make songs that work, not tell life stories.

But I do like to include actual things in songs – real places and people. I like names, and I often like images to be as definite as possible – I would rather hear ‘Berlin’ than ‘city’ for example, or ‘Thomas’ or ‘Michael’ rather than ‘he’. So I tend to mention things that I have some knowledge of – and it frightens me a bit to use real names, I like it.

photo by Fee Rieger

I have noticed that you seem very well prepared before and within the concert. How do you get in the mood for your songs? Could you tell me something about that?

In terms of writing it helps me to write in the morning, before I’ve started with anything else, and I think this is a common practice with most people. It’s good to write before I’ve woken up properly, before I’ve started thinking about practical things. I also play guitar much worse in the morning – make more mistakes and write things that I don’t understand so much – and this helps with new ideas.

But in terms of playing a concert I don’t have any preparation or anything serious like that. I really enjoy it – I find it very natural and an easy thing for me to feel comfortable doing. Obviously it’s ideal to be relaxed and calm beforehand with a quiet audience – but when it’s been less than ideal as soon as I start playing I find I settle a lot. As long as I know the first couple of songs I’m fine with it – I guess I rely on them.

You also sell your albums at your concerts. I like the design of the albums and posters. They are always handmade by “The Great Park”, am I right?

The albums and posters come out from the Woodland Recordings label – a DIY label I started around 2007 in Brighton. This came out of a desire to have the freedom to release music by myself and the people I knew that were making work that I loved. It was a simple thing – we’d make CDRs and get excited about beautiful artwork, make a few hundred and sell them online and at gigs. Each pays for itself and it’s somehow sustainable.

I think the best way to make an album is to make it yourself, and the best way to get a concert is to organise one yourself. Anyway, the label has had over 30 releases – most of them albums in limited editions, all handmade by myself and the artists I’m working with at the time. I’ve put out about 10 releases of my own music through the label – about 7 full length albums – and the others have been with lots of different artists. The poster artwork again comes out of this desire to have control over things and to care about the details – I try to treat each concert as an event in itself with specific references about who’s playing and so on.

There are certain things that I think are important when making one’s own work – I think that if at all possible one shouldn’t rely on waiting for someone else to make decisions or to have control over how things are made. The label is about doing things yourself and having a love for the details – to this end I think it’s important to make home recordings, design artwork, make websites (avoid Myspace!) and take some care about what you put your name to. It’s ultimately more rewarding and satisfying and you should be able to make what you want.

photo by Cobie Deuling
How would you describe your music – can one categorize it as folk music? If so, what is your background concerning “folk music”? Is it based on experiences from your childhood or family?

I always call it ‘folk music’ yep, but there’s no real history in my family of that traditional folk music thing. My father always played music when we were growing up – Neil Young, Elton John, country stuff, lots of west coast American things – ‘Dadrock’ – nothing unusual about that really. When I started making music I did it on my own – and out here in the country, and I think that’s where the basic sound comes from – the lack of super clever instrumental things, the use of acoustic guitar, wonky piano, no traditional drums, etc.

I would just like to ask a supplementary question: When did you create your first song? How old have you been?

I was at art college in England when I was about 20 and was writing pretty awful songs there. Recording a lot though, making things. After I graduated I went to Ireland and continued painting but it was getting me down a lot. It was fairly depressing trying to continue with these large canvasses and so I started recording more and more in the painting studio I had built. Some things I’d recorded got heard and I was offered some concerts in London so I went. It was suddenly much simpler to make a song, put it on a cassette and send that to someone than making a large scale oil on canvas and trying to carry that somewhere. I was lazy basically – this was when I was about 24.

What are your favourite musicians? Does it reflect somehow within your work?

I like most of those heavy fellows – Dylan, Cohen, Young and all those folks. But I love blues music – especially Blind Willie McTell – and I play really terrible blues guitar at home all the time but I can’t say I’ve ever played too much of that blues stuff in my songs.

I’m lucky to have friends who make great music too – people like Fee Reega, Preslav Literary School, Thirty Pounds Of Bone, Mute Swimmer, Birdengine, Woodpecker Wooliams, Binoculers – I would think having these folks around in some way means that there’s a kind of work ethic in place all the time, something that’s really important to me.

photo by Jon Simmons

I really enjoyed the concerts where you’ve been on stage together with your friends! These collaborations are very strong, sometimes experimental… and especially for the audience it’s often an unexpected music experience. Stephen, I’ve read that you’re playing more then 150 concerts a year! How do you manage this?!

I really love it and it’s my job – so for me it’s like work that I can get excited about. And, although I do enjoy playing with other people, travelling and making concerts alone is very simple for everyone – I don’t need a lot of equipment and can often play in rooms that aren’t necessarily built for music. This year I think I’ve played a few more than that, next year more too I hope.

So the question is: What are you doing when you’re not writing/playing music?

Well these days I seem to spend a lot of my time online arranging shows for myself and for other people that the label work with. When I can I book concerts and tours for other musicians from England and elsewhere and this takes a lot of organising. I have some releases for the label always coming up too so there’s usually something that can be done with that. As I’m self-employed I have to watch the hours and try to keep some order to my day otherwise it would just get away from me. I don’t know – what does everyone else do when they finish work? Make some music?

The last thing I’d like to know is if you could tell me about the strangest place you´ve been to so far…

I’ve played some different places – tiny little villages way out in the Italian countryside, wine cellars in Switzerland, the Tate gallery, museums in The Netherlands, charity shops in Brighton – but one of the strangest concerts I’ve played was last month in Berlin. I was asked to play a private concert – they offered me a lot of money and I was in town at the time, so I thought it’d be ok. When I got there I realised I was to be playing in what was essentially a carpet showroom – and for two and a half hours… Everyone was eating and looking at carpets – no one listened of course, played dozens of songs – still haven’t been paid. Hmmm, is that kind of strange?

That sounds definitely bizarre!
Stephen, thanks for this great Interview!

photo by Felicia Kubieziel


Intersoup, Berlin, Germany – with Mute Swimmer

Laika, Berlin, Germany

Joe’s Bar, Berlin, Germany – with Thirty Pounds Of Bone



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interview by Katharina Worf